Regardless of what has happened in my life and regardless of how messed up my family is they are always there for me. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to feel wanted by so many different people, how many times my heart has been broken when a friend would leave or I'd have to leave a friend. I can't tell you how many times someone has broken my heart but I can tell you that my family wants to be there for me through it all. Now they are super clingy with their affection but in a way that's comforting to me; people want my attention. So that's my ultimate Christmas gift this year, the gift of being wanted.