Monday, September 19, 2011
Lately it seems like every guy wants to date me. I'm not sure why all of a sudden guys want to date me but they do. I even had a friend who I never would have suspected to tell me that he had liked me for a long time. This has bothered me a great deal lately. People have said that if it happened to them they would be flattered but I'm not flattered I'm scared half to death. I started attracting some guys who do not fit the standards I have set. This made me seriously think that the reason I was attracting these guys was because there was something wrong with me. It may seem like twisted logic however after constantly being liked by some interesting people you would probably begin to wonder the same thing. Personally I don't want to date especially after seeing the guys who are attracted to me. For a while I probably won't date because I need time. During that time I hope to grow closer to my Heavenly Father. I hate it that I had to hurt some guys because I can't date them but I don't feel bad that I am trying to do what the Lord would have me to do. I've learned what is really important and what is not. I am continuing to learn this lesson but I am very grateful that I am learning it this way than to another and to have my feelings severely wounded.